after typing for 30 minutes, the home page of google -- my igoogle, decides to refresh without me asking it to do this and i lost all that i have typed, and have no clue how to retrieve those one million words-- like i asked it to delete--- story of my life . lose the things that are important, and have all the unimportant things all around me like irritating people too.

my original composition was expressing feelings about death and loss and the importance of knowing family history so health matters can be addressed if needed. lilli i hope your great grandmother has introduced you to another kind of love and please ask God if you can give us a little rain so my flowers will not all die, and the well go dry. i hope your mother has twins and that your father is good to her and takes care of her and please watch over him while he is on duty. keep him safe, and your mother too. love you precious, you are my sunshine